So ... Valentine's day came and went and it was quite possibly my best one EVER, which may sound a little odd since I don't really have a "special" Valentine to call my own. (You can gag if you need to.) In fact, about a week or so before Valentine's day, I was out with one of my girlfriends and we were looking at cards. She was looking for her husband and I was ... well, just looking. I got a little emotional as I read some of the sweet sentiments on the cards and said to her,
I wonder how many more Valentine's will pass before I have someone that I want to buy a card for.
But then the day arrived and I could NOT have been in a better mood. Now that I work in an office environment with other people, I decided to make up little goody bags for the people I share space with. I gave the girls a little hot pink cello bag filled with chocolates and stickers and I gave the guys a bag filled with candy and a car that said, "I think you're wheelie cool." I felt like I was back in elementary school - SO excited to pass out my Valentine's!
My sisters, Spring and Courtney, had invited me to join them for lunch at a place in Provo called "Cubby's". Apparently it is a
h.a.p.p.e.n.i.n.g. joint! My gosh, we had barely walked in and Spring was hugging one gal, waving to someone else, and smiling to a cutie in line who she also knew. When we went to find our seats, Courtney disappeared and was off hugging a friend that she knew. (Don't mind me ... I didn't know anyone.)
On the way down to Provo, I just felt giddy. Like, stupid happy almost. I had the Christian radio station on (that always evokes emotions anyway) and I just felt so blessed for all that I had in my life. I felt so fortunate to have so many wonderful friends that I loved and a great family that I loved, and kids that had been "my favorite and my best" Valentine's for so many years!!! My eyes welled up a little bit ... I was filled to the brim with gratitude for the love that I had in my heart.
Valentine's Day is about
love and that's what I was feeling overwhelmed with.